Dreams, Dreams the Musical Fruit.

I've been remembering my dreams quite a bit lately.  This comes as no surprise as I have a lot going on both in my daily life and brewing inside my head.  So, when I have a dream about being 9 months pregnant with no warning and in a panic that there's no way out of this and I'm going to have to be responsible for another being, I know it's not about literally having a baby.  It's about a new life, but it's about the new life of my soap business and my new identity as I transition.  I'd like to state that I generally don't believe in stock analyses from websites, but this quote actually fits what I'm trying to say:

"To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal."

That about sums it up.  The fact that in the dream, the incubation period is almost over and birth is near makes me feel like I'm on the cusp of something great.  I have been hobbying around with soap for about five years and recently my focus has narrowed and my drive to make this into a viable way to earn a living has come to the forefront.  As you may or may not know, I'm working on branding my product to bring the quality of the package up to the same level as what's inside of it.  

My project with Rik Ducar specific to the wedding industry has me really excited and I believe it's full of potential (pictures soon, I swear).  I must have some good karma what with falling into the hands of both Erin and Rik who are both extremely knowledgeable in their field, very talented and want to help me!  Sure enough, as soon as my intentions shifted, these people seem to have serendipitously fallen into my lap.  Not only do they believe in both me and my product, but they have already done so much to help me believe that my goals are completely within my reach.  I am fully aware that it's going to be a lot of hard work, but fun hard work and I'm ready for it.

Along with this hard work comes missing out on one of my favorite traditions with my neighbors and that is Trash TV night.  Usually this consists of Rock of Love - although we've had to make do with Rock of Love Charm School for the time being.  During Trash TV, we all get together, adorned with some sort of ridiculous head piece in honor of Bret Michaels's hair plug disguises and drink canned beer of some sort, while making snarky comments about all the skankiness.  We've been no strangers to High Life Light in a can as it suits the theme.  So I've had to make do with trash reruns on in the background as I'm making or trimming soap.  In this process I, somewhat ironically, became addicted to Celebrity Rehab.  I believe it is my recent viewing of this show that provoked the super hot sex dreams, yes, dreams that I've recently had about Drew Pinsky a.k.a. Dr. Drew.  I wasn't going to try to analyze this one since I probably don't need to share the details of it and also to selfishly preserve the hotness of the dream.  I couldn't help myself and I looked it up on the very site I take no stock in and lo and behold:

"To dream that you are having sex with a celebrity, indicates your drive to be successful. Consider what movies your associate this celebrity with for clues as to where and what you want to achieve success in."

Believe it or not, this actually resonates with me.  I still think Dr. Drew is super sexy.